36 Candles

Today is my birthday and all I can think of is what a co-worker said to me last year "You are closer to 50 than you are to 20". I'm not sure what I am supposed to feel about this. I feel relieved, depressed, lucky, despondent, happy, sad, ambivalent, lost, and found. I'm hoping cake and presents clears this up. Happy Birthday me. : ]